Friday, November 12, 2010

Inner ME

tell me what's wrong? anything happened?
does tell you make things different?
if not, then what for telling you?

ya so what i am a loser?
who care? you care? bull shit!
who the hell you think you are? 
you're no one to me!

oh no, we care for you, we are always beside you.
we listen to your problem, we care you.
please la.. don't bullshit and say these to anyone anymore.
how are you going to make sure you are always beside me?
do you know me well? do you know when i cry?
do you know what i need? really??

people say oh let's be friend, what is friend actually?
when bored then only think of you
when sick only tell you to get sympathy and pity from you
when facing trouble then only find you to get helps
when no money ask you to pay for them
when no transport ask you to fetch them
when need someone stupid to do job for them 
when there is something from you that can be useful for them
friendship is fragile as love-relationship.
people will betray you when there's conflict of benefit

you don't teach me what to do 
how to behave and etc.
who do you think you are and why should i listen to you?
because you are someone great?
you thought you are my savior? 
oh that's funny.. what a naive immature human being
don't tell me things like no one can change you but yourself
how well do you know me?
how much did i told you about me?
you know a lot huh? how many page you can write about me?
few pages? 50 pages? 

people are selfish
they will care you when you are still worth something to them
you will be abandoned once your value gone.
believe it or not, it happened all the time in everyone life

please don't treat me nice okay?
unless you have confidence that you are going to treat me nice until the day i die.
if not, get lost from my life.
i have enough of you guys, who claim to be like someone life savior
i won't fully trust anyone, anymore
don't question my decision or what i think
you have no right to question me
you are just no one in my eye, okay!?

ya i like to stay in my small little pathetic world
so what, what does it have to matter with you?
stop looking for me anymore
i'm not your puppet, i don't have to follow your instructions
you think you care about me so much?
i don't really care what you are going to think and say about me
it's not important.
MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS before you come and bother my life
go away!!

People say if you treat people nice, people will treat you back same.
in real life, it's definitely something that you shouldn't practice.
don't be stupid and believe fairy tale
time to grow up and face this cruel real life.
people won't appreciate your efforts and care
people just take it like you willing to do it
so don't blame me if in future no one care about you.
see? cool huh? 
have time better spent it for yourself.
got money treat yourself better
don't waste your money for other people.
people will won't appreciate anything from anyone.
stay alone, being a loner, mean you are lonely?
you are actually opening the gate of freedom for yourself.

loyalty is only for DOG
not for human
people say they will be faithful and loyal to you
BULLSHIT!!
i don't believe in people anymore
no one will treat you nice one, 
don't be stupid and hoping you will get someone someday

don't ever give yourself any hope.
the greater your hope is, the deeper you are going to get hurt.
don't hope okay, just forget about it.
there's no hope one, hope is for loser that can't accept the fact.

i'm not a good guy, good student, good son and etc
don't ever put any hope on me
hope i achieve something
hope i will change because of your few words of wisdom
hope this and that
i'm not your Aladdin, i don't have to live like what you think i should
you can look for other for that, but not me.

i don't want to have any relationship with anyone
no more friendship, it's gone
go away and stay away from me, stop bothering me you thick face 
dun tell me you worry me
stop pretending you care me, it makes me feel so sick.
stop wearing your idiot mask and pretend and acting
i'm not play drama here okay?
save your time and don't waste my time
i dun need anyone.
go continue faking like you care about your friend with your other friends.
not with me!!

don't ask me anything or tell me anything here
i won't answer you 
i won't tell you
this is my attitude, my life, not happy? back off lo..
I DON'T CARE ALSO LAR!!!

I'm tired, time to sleep.
that's all for this post.


Wednesday, November 10, 2010

14 days

Shut down everything for just 14 days...
Focus for just 14 days...
Take the accountability of your own decision...

I shall stick to the plan, just 14 days..
Work really hard for it...

:)

Sunday, November 07, 2010

Bon Jovi - You Give Love A Bad Name

This is the song for today.



Shot through the heart, and your to blame, darling
You give love a bad name

An angel's smile is what you sell
You promise me heaven then put me through hell
Chains of love, got a hold on me
When passion's a prison you can't break free

You're a loaded gun ... yeah
There's nowhere to run
No-one can save me, the damage is done

Shot through the heart, and your to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name
You give love a bad name

You paint your smile on your lips
Blood red nails on your fingertips
A school boys dream, you act so shy
Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye

You're a loaded gun
There's nowhere to run
No-one can save me, the damage is done

Shot through the heart, and your to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name
You give love.....

Shot through the heart and your to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name

Shot through the heart and your to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name

You give love....
You give love a bad name
You give love....
You give love a bad name
You give love....
You give love a bad name